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Had Ghost rider on friday.
Expected much more, much more than lousy computer effects and "Diao...."-ish lines...
"Look into my eyes......feel your soul burning!"
What the hell?!
It's Climax wasnt really a climax and resolution wasnt even a resolution.
i wanted to roll my eyes ....unfortunately they re too small for me to do so =.="
though ghost rider wasnt as fabulous as it looked on trailers, it is still so much better than eragon shit ok.
there s the "hero", ghost rider, nicholas cage is really old by the way
there s the "beauty", news reporter with humongours boobs
there are the "evil"s, hot guy and friends =.=" and the...wad, the devil or wadeva...the old man.
there s the "twist" , we audience didnt really guess correctly....that actually the hot guy got defeated by ghost rider in such a stupid way
there s the "happy ending", oh shit i cant rememeber wad it is...did he die? i dont think so larh....
 
The whole movie is just "diao", "wtf??" and =.="...
bernice and i were laughing like shit while deanna and vivien slept a bit...
Jolene got really frightened by the sound effects and sudden the few scenes when you can see gross deads.....
 
 
That was one day b4 i went to dad s office building and really had my ass lost when i was laughing it off...
Yesterday i called my dad if i can go sit around at his office since i would be meeting tianyuan to go to her church course together at 4+
Dad told me it s alright so i headed down to,
the BESTWAY BUILDING, where my dad s office is,and...where TV12 is....
Tv12, you should be familiar with it.
Kids central, arts central, tamil central(?),and wadeva central ...
THAT S IT! that s where their studio is located at!     
I was walking into the carpark, where a whole singapore of teens were crowded at the lobby...
ranging all the way from abt 8 to 20+, can see that they were really dressed for it.
I did not know, alright, i didnt know what was happening but when i made my way up the stairs cutting through those bunch of teens....
Oh yea? who is tt, Kokchun??!! the art camp guy? he was talking with his friends....
So i hitted his shoulder blade and went "eh why are y'all here?"
 
Kokchun:Oh hello :D
Yelin:why are yall here?
Kokchun:Kids Central host, audition for Kids Central host :D
Yelin: O.o
Kokchun: you re oso here for the audition?
Yelin: Like...NO. my dad s working here...byebye....err...bye.
 
 
Ran into my dad s office which is oso at level one....the,AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
WTFFFFFFFFF
ppl will really go for interviews???!!! like, KIDS CENTRAL HOST??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my bad my bad, i m not laughing.
eh, but you know, to be a kids central host...one got to be at least...as in, average looking right?
however i saw lotsa fugly teens there.....that is not the point. the point is, THEY WERE DRESSED LIKE SHIT LARH.
Pls. if i were to interview you, i ll definitely be like"oh jesus.." the minute i look at your gansta top and your mini shirt lor.
WHO WILL TAKE IN LIANS AND BENGS FOR THEIR SHOW???
i mean, if you re a lian or beng, can you just NOT wear your chains and necklaces that says "I M A GANGSTA"
can it be more obvious that you re a gangsta? gangsta is not cool at all.
Also, when you go for interview for KIDS CENTRAL HOST, KIDS CENTRAL,
dont ever put on so much make up! you looked like an aunty!
if you dont know how to apply make up then DONT.
i see little girls accompanied by their parents whose face was totally covered by shades of blue and red =.="
Just like RUHUA.
make up s are meant for you to look better, not like shit.
THAT IS NOT  COMEDY CENTRAL IT'S KIDS CENTRAL...
kids will be scared to death if they happen to see you on tv okay..they ll be O.o ,>..< then T.T.....and run to their mummy and screeeeeam
 
i m not critisizing anymore..i feel mean (还算有点良心)
there re still some good ones among them, jiayou haha...
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after hanging around in bestway building for 4 hrs i went to meet up with tianyuan...
the church is the one oppt maxwell right? yea yea.
The course was on....life, love,and sex.
!)*$^&^$#)_*$+*$+_)*#^&*&$%?:"|{}{P*(&&^$$#^()&*(U^^&^%%$#+_)()&*&$
they emphasized only on sex okay??!!!
i was like "shouldnt this be on life,love,and then only sex?"
=.="
the speaker was quite funny larh..and i got a chance to see tianyuan s 4D at someplace later on....we went to this ****** and i saw 4D.
YEAH
not very shuai lor..the most is cute...tianyuan like those kind of guys arh~~~
last year 她还讲sth like "i prefer boys that know how to play piano/violin and know how to paint...."
and now it s like....4D =.="
love can change one so easily....errr....
i changed oso eh....last i got influenced by those hongkong gangsta movie and i thought gangsters are quite cute.
That s a TOTALLY diffferent thing in singapore!
the singapore bengs will onli squatttttttt at HDB void decks and discuss abt their new handphone =.=" or perhaps their new hair style.
so looooser.
now i m like, er...got influenced by tATu. Lesbian is not bad larh...but having a girl friend is a bit difficult for me....yew.girl...friend O.o
Not interested anyway, relationships are all fake ones....
i d prefer just stay this way, liking someone and dream my dream.
Not in action,things go wrong easily.
Really glad that i have friends like them...
eh....not EMO-ing again huh...
bye i m gonna eat...
havent mug for history yet, and i forgot abt my philosophy essay...how could i?!
gota chiong on tuesday le...wtf....wanted to kope xinyue s essay since ri is oso doing it but he deleted his aready....
nvm. i m an honest girl, i wouldnt do such things............
 
bye. goodnight you assss.
 
 

GUNZ

Now you can go to my previous entry, there are some not-so-bad drawings done by dunnoe-who. 帅呆了.
 
 
 
Aep homework will be due tmr, letter designing...
dear all, sorry for troubling you all for the designs...in case any of you are pissed by my "what is D what is D what is D"s,
I M REALLY SORRY.
 
 
OMG. XINYUE IS NOW PLAYING GUNZ.
COOOOLLLL!!!
GUNZ INTERNATIONAL~~~
ahahahahahahhahahahahahahah...
i m going to server 2 to meet him aready.
blog next time
byebye
 

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i m not in a very good mood

Tmr will be homework day, i ve spent these past few days slacking around chatting with people and playing gunz...there are only 2 servers left in gunz, soon there will only be one, gunz will close down.
They all say that from sec2 to 3 is a great jump. i m really scared...even yuxin is not that free now a days.
If i cant even get 80% for my academic...well,shoot me dead.BANG
I dislike all those practices, worksheets and SAs...i never liked school,i dont find the comfort in daily muggings. though i dont mug...
i ll be alot happier in a neighbourhood sch,for fking sure!
Yet who can throw away all this pride that says Raffles. xiao fei did, so i look up to her lots.
i cant, i m bloody inconfident. destroy me just by saying "yelin you re a loser", cmon! say it!
Eh if i die now right, i bet those rgs ppl will be so happy larh..."hooray! one less competitor! >_< "
thus for the sake of those bitches, i shant...i shall happily graduate from rgs with a 3.8 and above GPA and fall in love with some bloody handsome+caring+tall+strong+smart+sporty+artistic+rich+understanding+cute guy, years later i came back to singapore and become the president or wadeva then all those bitches who tried to setting me up would be so glad to have known me in rgs.They ll be showing off in front of their friends that they once studied in the same classroom as yelin, the,...perfect woman who has got beauty+wealth+love+health?
I ll laugh my ass off i tell you.  of course, there are still friends. 0.9% of the 105'06 & the 208'07 population can be trusted...
not alot huh?compared to the 6.7'05...of gongshang...
Talking abt 6.7, it s...fantastic.
one thing i must say, sarah is still is same!
sarah sarah~~ i wasnt sure if she really cried upon me leaving in the end of the cny-back-to-gongshang-gathering...
she s like, really the first person to come to my mind if i were asked to name a girl.
second maybe...shit...i cant decide.
tianyuan/mona/xiaobutt/xinbei/evelyn they are all possible...haha not in order of preference okay,but by the time line...
evelyn was there since i first entered stamford, and i only became quite close to tianyuan they all in sec 2.
eh i m very sweet right????!!! I PUT YOUR NAME HERE EH TIANYUAN XIAOJIE! DON HAVE LIQING NAME LEH!
MUST DEDICATE BLOG ENTRY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!
 
 
 
 
 
thats all. my mom told me that, 成功是要有一股傻劲在里面的,永远以四平八稳看透一切像80岁老太太一样是没办法进步的。
very true,since when i became so...老好人or sth? i wanted everything to be perfect, 平平淡淡
no dislikes or wadeva....okay with anything...and in the end i never gets what i want.
Shant be too nice in the further, or bitches will take it as granted.
When ppl yell at you,yell back (:
 
 
 

哎哎哎


i hate sci-fic i hate sci-fic
Wtf...i hate those high tech ridiculous shit.
Why are y'all all writing sci-fic??!!
Screw you screw RR her stories are focusing more and more on the "texture" instead of plot larh wtf..
 
Sick stuffs are good for you health alright??!!
whats wrong with being sadists in a while or so??!!
If you think that gossiping really help you in becoming a better bitch/bastard,then continue!
Why are y'all so interested in BGRs? What s wrong with me talking to my old friends!!!!Becos they re guys that i have to dao them??!!
If i wear a white T shirt, it will become "yelin wore a white T shirt becos of her boyfriend"
If i have Egg tarts for lunch it will become"yelin ate egg tarts just becos of her boyfriend!!! omg she s so despo"
RIGHT??!!! What made you so sure that i have a boyfriend??!!
anything has got to do with BGR!! thats the only thing you can relate to me????!!!!!!!!
Walao i dont mind jokes but too much will really piss people bloody hell!!!!!!!!!! yes i m referring to ** **** **** *****.
And hey, dont insult my friends by saying that "eh your boyfriend looks very toot leh ahahahah"
firstly they re not, and they re not.
haha stupid bitch you got all wrong~~~~
slap you.
 
 
Eh i dont know how i got the best in progress awards in gongshang for 2 years.
was i really that bad at the start of the year or it is just some pointless award.
i feel cheapskate receiving those , give out prizes like this...oso wont prove anything.
 
It s new year s eve and i hasnt got anything.
ppl come to my house and mess everything up
i dont like it.
how i wish if i can spend my long week end just by reading books and watching youtube and chatting with online friends.
 
Tmr will be fun, i like smart ppl.
2 families will be coming over for BBQ down stairs, 272 T score smarty pants' family and this...little guy who can play games until 爆机
haha...and interesting adults will be talking abt military stuffs again!
wooooohooooo
 
 
 
This is messy, just like my commonwealth essay,it s this very sick story
 
1. this girl bullys her brother, however 下手太重her bro sent to hospital
2.very very guilty, cried to sleep that night. dreamt abt it
3.in the dream she was like "haiz i have to take care of my brother blah blah even after my parents pass away i would love him and...
4.love him and blah blah work in the day and take care of the bro in the night and not marry anyone cos she ll be with her bro forever
5.unless this uber rich guy propose to her and promise tt her bro will be living with them too.
6.woked up by the mom, telling her that her brother is fine! no brain damage or wad eva shit.
7.went to the hospital, mom went out to pay the bill and she was left with her bro in the room
8.her bro lying on the sickbed, still unconscious.
9.she s kinda disappointed that her bro is fine cos it means tt she ll not get the life she wanted in the dream.
10. so she has decided to give her bro a hard knock on his forehead
11.so he ll kena brain damage and the story will flow the way she wants it to be. the end. happy ending.
 
shes so sick right...i like.
 

16th Feb 07; One and one-third

Chinese new year celebration, b4 the concert was AEP...we did letter designing..
My Theme is Gothic, do untill very shiok.
 
Concert ended at 1...ran back to classroom to get my bags and went to the bus stop with tian yuan vanessa & liqing & nicole..
wanted to take 190 to douby ghaut mrt, but then it s too full...
Bitches were flagging cabs in the front, so no way we could get a cab larh. screw cab snatchers.
Walked to far east, sharing umbrella with tian yuan then we damn disgusting
 
Tian yuan:so romantic *pointing to the falling leaves*
Yelin:wtf...i m sure
Tian yuan:LMAOOOOOO
Yelin:then later it will rain
Tian yuan:then we ll go closer and closer
Yelin:then ....
...
..
.
and lotsa act-les retarded shit.
self entertaining was so successful
 
 
Finally spotted an empty cabby at far east larh..it was then 1.30
"Shit i ll arrive in abt 2 minutes..." duh i was late late late.
MaO ended sch at..abt 12+
=.="
cos my phone spoilt due to the heat, i couldnt call or sms...and i dont have his number...
 
Blah blah blah, finally met him.
took mrt to tampines, dick called when we were on the way walking to gongshang,"eh gongshang locked, cant go in"
nvm, we still went.Yeah and dick and sarah they all are aready taking bus to TM & CS.
Reached gongshang~ everything looking good.
The uncle was like "eh cannot go in vice principle says cannot go in"
Wtf...
Then i suggested that, we can go east view instead.
We really went in, really.
walked around in...ahahah EAST VIEW SECONDARY SCHOOL. PRETENDING AS J1 STUDENT VISITING TEACHERS.
when MaO was actually wearing his victoria sch uniform...ahahah damn sacarstic.
Even said hi to this aunty cleaning the floor...
By then, Dick called again...
asking where am i..
Dragged MaO with me by force.to century square, to join the 6.7 05' ppl.
 
However,i lazy to write aready.
So, happy chinese newyear.
 
 

There you go

Happy Total Defence Day.
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I m so happy so happy so happy.
Going back to gongshang tmr >o<
and i dragged MaO back too.
Though no one would know him, but so wad
it s fun....
My Chinese-New-year-gonna-do is to draw that thing on everybody s hands~ if possible.
tt s like a trademark of me alright!
Tian yuan has got it, Mona has got it,Liqing has got it,Ruo jun has got it ....and many more.
Cool.
"你就是我的人了~~~" Yew...i m so disgusted by myself...
Jk larh wtf....not funny.
 
Tmr, i ll be cosplaying!
not really those serious cosplay...i m just cosing those typical comic school girl
ELIE!
in Rave Master Volume 35.
yea, tt s it
i can tell ppl tt i m atually cosing ELIE tmr.
ahahahahhahahahha....
Pleated Skirt, Sleeveless top,and a Tie
Freak everyone out wahahahahaha....
"人妖阿~~~"
First time, for the first time i ll wear a skirt infront of ppl i know.
So proud of myself...wahahahhahahahaha
And i m prepared to play basketball with James/Sarah/Bballers in gongshang then...
Dont worry, there  s shorts beneath the skirt larh..and the skirt itself is knee length, same level as my sch cullotes.
dont expect much...
That will be all for today...
valentines day was shit,Nothing at all...
Actually expected sth
K forget it...
who ll remember =.="
Let s wait for the White Valentines day on 14th march.
 
Tmr! that s the day! Gongshang! YEAH.
Stamford you fck off larh, i dont like you

Screw you larh.

Big deal....
 
"没有王子我依然是公主;
咖啡依旧香醇
生活依然美好"
the above thingy is fking bimbo larh...i dont like it.
it s true, except for the PRINCESS part.
Princess...Yew.
Bimbos will go "Call me a Pink princess! P for Pink! P for princess! P for piggiezzz too! *giggles* i love piggiezzz"
Bimbos suck.
They suck as much as you do.

Bunny suicides.


 
Summer said, sometimes being an outsider is much easier.
She never knew..
how terrible it is to watch a play when you never gets to be one of Juliet.
sure sure. Clearer view of everything..but i was all alone.
 
笑笑K,再见Jay.
再见jay,再见jay,再见jay
 
如果你下午四点来,那我在三点半的时候就会感到幸福了。
Don't disappoint me, pls...

Sigh

I shouldnt be blogging now but who cares...
the "Dotting" art work will due tmr and i ve just started on it.
Damn it...
i ve decided to do it during class tmr since it s only A4 size i can hide it under my files.
i apologise for any typo or grammar error, sir it s ten and i m still awake.
Not that i sleep so early like sibei guai kiahs, but because i only slept for 4 hours last night.
Came home from the wedding dinner late around 11pm
Heels sucks, they squeezed my feet into triangles...it s still cramping durinf training today.
Then my mom was like...playing mix-and-match on me, as if i was a barbie doll...well her tastes are really great i d say (=
"eh try this", "maybe it will go with this","looks great on you","why there were not this kind of effects when i wore them..."
Yada yada until 12 +.
happily turned off the lights yet couldnt go to sleep.
Possibly becos of the tiny tiny bit of wine that i drank....0.5 percent possibility.
Who knows whats going on...they all said that i looked pale in the morning...
Why? "i dont know, your eyes all look very small"vivien's comment.
 
Oh yeah! i was late this morning!
woke up at 5 at first, then fall asleep again thinking tt it s so early...
when i regain conscious it was aready 6.30, and i m still in my pyjamas
washed up in less than 15 minutes okay, and i actually managed to brush my teeth in 1 minute...
Dashed (yea i was trying to rythme it)down to the gate , it was 6.50
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Finally a cab. 7.30!!!
fck! i bet all the cabbies were like hiding in a corner having their breakfast and only come out when it s peak hours to earn tt extra 2 bucks!
there wasnt any cab from 6.50~7.30 okay!
even there were, they re either on-call or BUSY.
i didnt call for a cab thinking tt "aiya if i call now it will only arrive 10 minutes later...shall just try my luck"
haha...
haha
ahahahhahahahahahahahahahhaahahhah〔笑我吧!尽情的笑我吧~~~)
$10.90.
NO.....No...NOOOOOOO
2 bucks for peak hours and 0.50 for ERP.
T.T walao 10 bucks is enough for 2 meals if i go to cheaper place lah!
gone. all gone in like 15 minutes.
The problem is, wtf i ve like spent 50+ bucks on cabbing since last week.
T.T wanna sponsor me or not T.T
 
That s all for today...and yeah! Yuxin has got a blog~~~ http://chromeplague.blogspot.com/
for his english assignment...but he ll be updating it next time.
i m too lazy to link him now...oh i shall link nigel too.maybe sungming oso...and winnie ^^and xinyue...
 
that s all for today. muacks....Goodnight ppl.
 
PS' i wanna go back to gongshang eh..on friday..chinese new year celebration...
But promised tian yuan and vanessa tt i ll be wearing a skirt and watch some film together...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
 
 
 

暧昧

So sweet...
Sasha 姐姐写的。
 
we re exactly like this,aint we?
 
 
暧昧是,比好朋友再亲一点,但比情人远一点。暧昧是,你会常常在MSN等他在线。当他几天没有在线,你就会有些担心。暧昧是,你会不时去他的INFO看看有没有更新;而且你会留意字里行间,他对你有没有什么暗示。暧昧是, 有感觉,然而,这种感觉不足以叫你们切切实实地发展一段正式的关系。暧昧是, 明白人生有太多的无奈,现实有太多的限制。你知道没有可能,但又舍不得放手。暧昧是, 有进一步的冲动,却没有进一步的勇气。暧昧是,不是你的情人,但似乎他比你的情人更关心你和了解你。暧昧是,你会编一条围巾给他,但大家从没有开始过。暧昧是,虽然他不是你的情人,但他却会对你说:你对我是十分重要的。暧昧是,你感冒时有一个会在晚上打电话来,特意提醒你服药,叫你盖好被子早点睡的普通朋友。暧昧是,当你遇到问题解决不了的时候,你找不到你的男/女朋友,你第一个便会想起他。暧昧是,每当他提及他的另一半时,你会万箭穿心。暧昧是, 为了逃避背叛的罪恶感。暧昧是, 甜津津又同时酸溜溜的。往往从未开始,已叫人不安,患得患失。暧昧是,别人以为你们在搞地下情时,你会沾沾自喜。暧昧是,别人问你们是否恋爱中,你张口结舌。暧昧是,常常挣扎表不表白。你怕表白之后,你既得不到一个情人,却又失去了一个知心好友。暧昧是,见到他,你会心跳。见不到他时,你会挂念他。暧昧是,两个人都会互相猜想。他是不是已经暗示了什么?我是不是自作多情?暧昧是,每天大家都会聊MSN,会互传手机短讯,无规律地偶然约会。暧昧是,除了情人节之外,其它的节日,大家都交换礼物。暧昧是,你很想多走一步,但又怕会吓怕了他。你会很小心流露自己的感情。暧昧是,两个人没有承诺过什么。但虽然如此,你愿意付出的,比有承诺的情侣更多。没有责任,但你却很渴望去承担,不问回报。暧昧, 是一扇门,你可以停留在门外,也可以踏进房子里面。然后你不可以停留在门下面。门--永远不是终点站。

Crab,prawn...fish ball

Goddammit.
Nigel Chua Found my Blog.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Remember Nigel Chua? the Art Camp guy....RI sec3 AEPer, Rugby player.
i have his picture....above there, in the photo albums, there s one album called "my Love" or sth like tt...
containing this art camp Group picture.Look for the name Nigel.
By the way...
What s wrong for him to know my blog?
well....tts like,so dangerous....
i feel unsafe...
 
ok larh, not like he will bother to read my blog anyway.
i shall link him then, since he aready know my address.
so nice of me...promoting other ppl s blog for no reason... how kind is tt....
Oh..i love myself..i m such a fabulous person to befriend....(ego floods)
 
Now listening to Ben s background music, very moody indeed.
Shall talk abt the releasing of sec 4   06' O lvl results...
It was yesterday, walking to the parade ground for assembly.
When someone said"today O lvl results................"
Oh yeah, O lvl results!
and everybody began "Oh i m so nervous! my brother s getting his results back~"
The first few names that came to my mind was actually MaO Ben Hongbin Malcolm...the Dale Carnegie ppl...
I only remembered that Zhi peng s getting it back too like..today?
How sad how sad how sad how sad...
meaning that i totally forgot abt him aready.
We used to be msging every single day and he was the one tt i can throw all my illusions to.
Nah...friends aint forever...this is further proved..
i m really sorry T.T
i dont bother abt them anymore....Best friends->good friends->friends->strangers
I cant let this happen okay, they re my everything.
 
Let s see :
Evelyn, xin bei, liu qian, Hannah,jiawen, derick,qiao zhen,xiao dan....Cheng boon(Justin)....haiz haiz haiz haiz haiz....
Sarah,Syaza,Darren,Liangying,DICKson,matthew,Joanne,his wei(alvin),Dionis,Jiajie,Leslie.....and the basketballers...maybe xiao qiang...
Mona,Xiao butt,Nicole,vanessa,meiying,zann,azira,tianyuan,liqing,liqi,feibi..all the AEPers..Vivien bernice xiao fei jolene huizi all the bballers.
Then...Yuxin Xinyue Mark Ben MaO Hongbinz enzhao(count you in larh ahahah) james zhipeng(shit forgot abt him again)
 
 
thats all..
that s all i have.
"你是我,最珍贵的财富"
Oh friend~
dont think i left anybody out...except for YY..
cos i dont know where to put her.
she s the only senior whom i befriend =.=
Cry bah, cry bah...
i ll spare you a shoulder ahahahahahhahaahahahhahahahahaha
Oh i m so nice............................*someone slammed my head b4 my ego floods again*
 
 
 
 
i bought a mini skirt today,with xiao butt.
MINI SKIRT.
my frist mini skirt~~~ "人妖阿~~~"
no larh,i looked like a girl you know...
A GIRL.
go laugh your ass off bah, i dont mind.
cos someone likes mini skirt "cute what"
thats enough....
 
 

30 minutes of bless, 30 lies.30 minutes to finally decide

旋转木马的中央,他们紧紧拥抱。痛楚直抵心里最柔软的神经,世界在一瞬间化为黑白。
眯着眼睛,安静的注视着。不再属于她的,爱着的女孩。
紧咬嘴唇,不让自己发出任何声音。It hurts, that really hurt.
泪水滑落,吧嗒吧嗒。倔强地不愿移开视线。
让这一切都结束吧,结束吧。
包包的带子早已被手心的汗湿透了,慢慢按下可以中止疼痛的按钮。
 
砰。
 
咳咳,烟好大。
长长睫毛上的泪珠好似已经凝固,透着它看到的是跳跃不定的火光。
木马断裂的脑袋可笑的在地上弹了几下,然后无力的停住。
结束了,结束了。
嘴角渐渐上扬。
却,
为什么又哭了?
 
 
It really hurt. that hurt.... tATu- 30 minutes. abulm [the best]
it s lesbianism,narrator of the story sort of witnessed her les mate ahem ahem-ing with the boyfriend.
they kissed, his hands moved up and down her body, basically all the obscene stuff that you do with your bf/gf.
So painful...
she was there the whole process of her girlfriend doing all this to a guy,strong enough not to look away at all.
the couple was ahem ahem-ing in the centre of some carousel, so you see the ponies going around them. yea they were not aware of the presence of the girl of course...she s standing quite far away from the carousel.
carousel rides should be of some happy one, in contrast with the feelings of her.
so the whole world just meant nth to her at tt moment alright, despite the happiness,children's laughter and balloons...
there s one scene when you can even see the side view of her boobs cos the guy lift her shirt up...
poor girl was looking at them the whole moment...how painful is that.
she closed her eyes then, making a decision.
and BBOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM
she blow everyone and everything up, childish behaviour but it s just...impressive.(sure,not realistic.where the hell did she get the bomb?)
the way the director took it was...ouhh
i wanna cry watching the mv.
"整棵心悬在半空我只能够远远看着,这些我都做得到只是那人已经不是我..."
eh tt s not the tATu s lyrics, it belongs to jay.
but telling the same story here.
so sad...i can only see from far, all about you and her...
the song was slow and moody, tATu was more like whispering than actually singing.
their voices are very high..peircing through your heart hmmm..
go and watch it, and emo with me...
the song s called "30 minutes"
 
 
 
 
 

Sia larhhhhhhhhhhh

haha i sound like Timmy in southpark, that handicapped child in a wheelchair.
 
Hoooray! i got booked again! for Low socks! by some sec4 prefect during lunch today!
3rd booking this year, and it s only Feb.
this not only mean that i ll be attending my second detention class in rgs, but also stating that i will be wearing high socks from now.
wat the freaking hell is wrong with low socks?
that s so lame.
nvm. maybe i ll be getting the RGS socks, and be a guai kiah for the rest of the year.
what was so unbearable was that, she even wanted to book me for low belt ok?
cos i was like acting CHIJ bimbo for 1 second just to traumatize mona...
and suay suay a prefect walked past when i was about to adjust it back!
those who have seen me in rgs school-U, my belt is certainly Not low.
i have a damn broad hip bone or wadeva you call it, so no matter wad shit me belt is always acceptable.
 
Prefect:sorry i have to book you
Me:for wad?
Prefect: (pointing) low belt.
Me: but it isnt low
Prefect:it was low just now (or sth like this)
Me:but i was adjusting my belt just now.
Prefect: but you were adjusting it lower
Me:my belt isnt low
( demonstrate....)
Me: look, it s at my waist level and you can try to put a ruler in between, it will NOT drop.
Prefect. Well, your socks are low
Me: !!!!!!!!!!!! ( i just pulled it up like 1 minute ago but is slided down again)
Prefect:may i have your class pls?
Me:=.=" 208
Prefect:indew number?
Me:ermm 35...or 36
Prefect:thanks
Me:thank you.
 
Oh no..not about detention class but Mr Ong.
Last training, he said "rgs basketball only has 2 missions. one is for y'all to become a champion in games, another is champion in character.(went on about his expectation for us) well the first one is attendance...(blah blah) 2nd A will be your attitude. the teachers reflection of most of our girls are...(blah blah)"
at that point of time my mind sort of jumped to evelyn chew. wtf will she reflect on me or sth??!!
 
Chill chill....
 
Tons of work to do, by the way the physics quiz today was kinda screwed up.
i think i failed it. oh no........
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overwhelmed sianness striked me in the afternoon, browsed through 30+ strangers' friendster profiles...
cool to find Joshua wong in friend s friend list, and Ruyi, the big size centre of AHS, and this one more B div bballer there.
eh i found out that most of the ppl i know didnt make it into the B div this year.
which includes Kelvin, Yong chuan...and uhm who is the other one...
it s only more fun to see your friends play...rather than some random pro-er.
 
Finally finished my arcylic painting, it s very unprofessional....
i was too lazy but to use gigantic brushes thus there isnt any detail.
FORGIVE ME.
 
 
i have abt 8600+ hits aready. around 20~25 in average per day.
so laughable right?it s more than nigel's!
maybe i ll be doing sth abt it when it reaches 10000.
like those popular websites, they draw sth nice, and it wil say "100000000 hits! let s celebrate"
and thank all the readers.
 
ahahahhahahahah.....
Give comments larh. especially you.
 
 

I shoot you.

I ll be having the first summative paper tomorrow,though not exactly a paper, but still it will be counted. 3.33333%
PHYSICS QUIZ.
Mr Singh was kinda ridiculous, he s like "oh it s just based on what you all have learnt in class" when we asked his for the QUESTION FORMAT.
wtf. we all know the content larh.Free body diagram...Forces...
Hey dude we re asking for the QUESTIOn FORMAT.
After made this clear to him, he murmured in this really irritating manner "oh it s just some question based on what have you all learnt"
Sure. I gave up.
God Bless....
 
First block of the day was PE.
did arm wrisling with Nicole Ng.
wtf...i lost to her miserably for 2 bloody times....
"A basketballer losing to a UG" SHE LAUGHED AT ME  T.T
nvm, i ll be doing weights and eat more to grow fatter.
Sharlene told me tt i m too weak for a centre.
Among the rest of the centres, i m like the skinniest...
wtf....EAT MORE EAT MORE.
Mr Ong put me with all the guards during training while the centres were on the other sid of the courts...
i felt so bad alrightyyyyy?
i was like "oh no has he gave up on me or sth? oh no....i m a centre centre centre centre"
hope it s only becos of my size. it s not that hard to be fat you know, compared to losing weight.
 
so when Alvin comes back in July, he ll not regconise me anymore.
and shock to death to see a 猪头 smiling at him on court. wearing a jersey that says YELIN. (hopefully i make it into the team)
Nvm....haha....his problem T.T
 
Bye bye my "sadistic" looking waist, and hello all the fats and muscles.
my target is 58 kg
 
i wanna play with ppl outside.sian with all the daoish teammates and sick of dealing with all the relationships with them 
damn disappointing man
wishing to learn new things from new ppl...
So you ll see me playin with street bballers at some HDB basketball courts
they re really good...though some fancy fancy but useless styles, like Jay s kind of style, they are at that level wad.
PLAY UP....to improve.
 
phew...guess i m now having the right attitude to learn <3
 

My little Girl

AEP last week...
 
everyone was doing acrylic still life painting in the art room at 2nd floor.
someone started the "CHIONESS" talk.
and then...
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Yelin: eh Charlotte you re so chio
 
Charlotte: =.=" ermm...thanks
 
Liqi:WHY YOU NEVER SAY ME????!!!
 
Yelin: sorry =.=" Liqi you re so chio
 
Liqi: thanks :)
 
Yelin:tian yuan you re so chio
 
Tian yuan :arh, of course i m chio ahahahah
 
Yelin: Liqing you re so chio
 
Liqing: 吃吧你!
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....so classic....
 
 
 
yesterday was suay.
Kena scolded by MS Evelyn Chew for bad attitude in my work.
_)*(^&^$)*)&(!(&*^%*(*(&(*^&^!$+_+~_)_)~~~.....
i didnt larh!
she s like "it s not fair for the rest of the class when you re just writing your commonwealth essay in a "haha" way."
 
i was damn upset ,always thought that only chinese teachers would think that i ve got some attitude problem...
well..
i promised her that i ll rewrite my essay...properly.
 
Followed on by Lit
Mrs Yap "who ever did not do your work(annotating the text according to the questions given), pls get out.
about 1/3 of the class went out, including me.
LOL. To be honest i did annotate actually, but not really according to the questions.
Punishment is far more than that " i wanna see youre annotated text tmr.pass it to my Lit Rep"
Oh. so i spent last night printing all the stuff related to "TO KILL A MOCKING BIRD"
hope can get through....
 
 
oh i just flooded the friendster bulleting board by doing abt 10 surveys in a row.
so sian...i should be doing my physics now but still....
 
 
 
 
i m so happy...
Yuxin s spraying a shirt for my birthday ^^
ahahahha...so cool.
bet i got to meet up with him at J8 again so to get it from him.
 
 
 
 
Stay strong;
my little girl.

You re boliao enough to read this...loser

NOTE: i actually wrote an entry but i deleted it for fun. and i m lazy to rewrite another entry so i shall cheat and do a survey.
NOTE:i m in a very weird mood now. so these are not reliable.
 
 
Would you rather be called baby or
babe?
can you call me bear?

2. Would you rather be doing this
survey or watching television?
i m aready doing it wtf knnb

3. How are you feeling today?
i feel like drowning myself

4. What is on your bed right now?
20 hot babes with bikinis

5. What are you looking forward to?
  reply...to my msg...

6. Do you miss anyone?
sure
7. Where is he or she?
i dont know.

9. When will you smile?
when i m shuang

10. Did you see anyone you knew last
Friday night?
like duh

11. What are your plans for Saturday
night?
next saturday? i wanna start mugging

12. Do you have classes tomorrow?
like duh

13. What other windows do you have open
besides this one?
windows live messenger
spraypaint and inkpen
msn hotmail inbox
friendster home


14. What are you going to eat for
supper?
beef

15. Is it your favorite dinner?
for me...supper doesnt= dinner

16. Do you knock or ring the doorbell
when you go over to a friend's house?
see if the doorbell s clean

17. Do you love compliments?
sure sure.

21. Do you believe in yourself?
yes

22. How many times have you showered
this week?
it s sunday...if this is the starting of the week, i ve only showered twice.

23. Do you have a daily planner? If so,
do you keep up with it?
no way.

24. Who was the last person you
commented?
ermms, in my deleted entry which is this one, zhuxinyue and benedict tan

25. What did you say?
they re assholes....jk larh. i forgot.

26. Do you sing in the shower?
i ll sing " little bunny foo foo hopping through the forest..."

27. Did you take your default picture
yourself ?
yes

28. Did you change anything on your
friendster page today?
someone added me today, and i approved. cos it s my friend s friend.

29. You got a message, who is it
usually from?
raffles basketball? 208? friendster?

30. Name one person that you haven't
seen in a while.
sarah tan qiu ru

31. What would you do if he/she showed
up at your home?
i ll drag her down to play basketball.
 

32. What are you wearing?
clothes

33. What did you wear today?
clothes

34. Where did you wear this to?
from my room to the comp

35. How was your day?
complicated
 
36.who are suppose to do this survey?
you and you and you and you and you and you and you and you.
cmon, my statistics tracks down all your addresses
 
 
 
walao. this survey is fking bo liao.
lame questions making no sense....
but i chose to do it..lol feel like slapping myself.
nvm..shall i delete this too.
yes.
no.
nvm
i m sure larh....he cant be so insensitive lah...i made it fking obvious aready =.=" why would i pay so much attention to you? ONLY YOU?
eh sorry random random...
 
 

Oh dude.

i was wondering, which of my friends will cry for my death?
if i m dying tmr or sth...
or isit just "oh yelin died! sad...ok"
 
and for whose death will i cry?
duh.
 
another angle,
for whom will i sacrifice?
"为朋友两肋插刀"
and who ll sacrifice for me.
 
2 years ago, that Louis incident.
i was so afriad, that what if i really kena beaten by his gang or sth...lol
the night b4,i was calling all my friends who have a gang...to protect me.
and no one was able to .
lol
 
not as if me myslef will come to the rescue with a 50 inche barang knife when you re in such a situation.
loser....
since i m not able to do so, i ought not to expect for anything.
ride alone, fly alone, laugh alone,die alone.
no one is with anyone.
fact that you can never change.
 
hopeless larh...we re currently too weak to do anything. or, too selfish to do anything?
admit it dude.
I m not your friend
 
(cry to sleep T.T)
       
 
 

A little of disappointment.

Training was so screwed, i had no strength at all.
I need some hard core training, outside sch.
lol...gota work on 1 on 1...my control of the ball sucks.
 
 
 
I took bus 52 from J8 home...while waiting for the bus, there s this quite-chio JC liked girl talking to some guy beside her...
it s not very loud but i could hear very very clearly.
 
JC liked girl: eh do you know benedict?
the guy:no who?
JC liked girl:benedict tan.
 
( i thought "aiya lotsa ppl in this world called benedict wad, and tan is a very popular surname)
 
the guy: who is it?
JC liked girl:benedict tan yan ting
...
..
.
 
my bus came, so i walked away.
O.o
wah~ ben seems pretty popular~
ahahahahahhahaha