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27th feb, around 10ml of tearsAlright instead of studying for bio I m crying at something I m not suppose to see..
But I still feel happy for seeing it, just like even though you told me to fuck off in that dream, it s still a good thing that you actually appeared. the 7th time to dream of you!
7 = fate, please stop at this number PLEEEEASE.
OMG HOW ARH I THOUGHT IT WAS SO LAST YEAR.
ok now it is, now i officially declare my new love to be, Haywire from prison break.
100000000000000000000000times more attractive than any male on earth. Oh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
Haywire haywire haywire haywire haywire <333333333
 so rgs won sc, how cool.
Oh no but i m still a sad girl, for the day :D
DAMN IT SHOULDNT HAVE SEEN LAH OMG 我吃饱了撑的阿
24th feb, about my birthday and M小朋友First Thanks Yuxin and Daniel for the Mao shirt , for the consummation of my 14th year on earth, which will be ringing down its certain next saturday, 1st of march!
Yes yes it happens to be on on the same day as founders day this year (rgs founders day is always on the first saturday of march) so I ll have the honor of the whole rgs cohort to sing the BIRTHDAY SONG for ME. (and rgs)
Woah what a coincidence madam! TXY interview is also gonna be conducted on saturday eh, which means I will be ponning founders day to attend it, then I will be missing the chance of being wished "happy birthday" by rgs. Jeez. The best thing is, I lost paper which I written down the contacts of the txy person who contacted me...So I cant call her and make necessary arrangements :(
It s either I appear on saturday with my sunshine smile+my works+my art materials+everything, or, NOT.
So glad I made through the first stage, hopefully make it through the interview too and attend the TXY camp in march holidays.As I ve been yearning for a fulfilling holiday since donnue when, but never had a chance too.(mainly due to the lack of self control, I usually spend the whole holiday slacking at home, refuse to even walk out of the house unless there s training or school related stuff)
Erm the point is this, I m not gonna waste this march holiday NO MORE. (and it reminds me of last year's. the 3 weekends was the best I ve ever had)
Back to my birthday :
Never had cakes for birthdays since I ve entered teenhood, and dont really feel anything about it..Anyway I play with candles all day long so I can just make random birthday wishes whenever I feel like it. For me, birthday is important cos it s the chance for me to find out who actually pays attention to me. Especially the significant someone at the point of time. As for this year, not much to expect , which is a good thing by the way. Relationships at this age does no good to me. Oh yeah and for the present part, I feel bad for that I havent been giving others presents since the start of the year, though some are still in preparation (ect. tianyuan, yunrui,mona)but I have to admit that I ve really forgotten about lotsa people and am not planning to actually do sth about it =.="
Here I present, yelin s 10 most wanted anythings(not expected to be receiving them but still it s fun to think about it right) :
1. Wacom tablet.
2. Jaychou 2007 world tour, DVD + CD, CD, DVD. Though the contents are all the same...but I just wanna collect all for the completeness.
3. Pure Posion from Christian dior the reason for this, erm more of it came from my fashion cluster project and chen.
4. This 72 colour copid markers set. which costs around $400+
5. A new set of art materials, watercolour brushes, oil brushes, pencils, art markers, acrylic paints, to add on to the stuffs which I aread have, which is again not alot
6. a cosplay set for sieghart
7. School badges of all the secondary schools, JCs in singapore.
8. more Mao badges and shirts
9. South park season 1~11 DVDs :D
10.courage
Birthday wishes:
1. 4.0 GPA
2. B div national champs
3. Proness in all art styles
4. 包括我家人在内，所有人身体健康
5. 中国崛起
6. 人人有书读，有饭吃，有衣服穿。
7. Excel in everything I do.
That s all. I will still try looking for the TXY person s contacts...
Hmmmmm.
Oh and, 我真的觉得男人都应该像M小朋友一样，有激情，有理想，有抱负， 有满腔热血……
男儿就应当战死沙场！以马革裹尸还乡！ yeah!
虽然至今对M小朋友学的是文科感到难以相信，但是。。。。。。。。
好汉一条。
没感觉有谁超越他的...
二月二十二号了都，关于钱包，和怎么泡自己(wtf)今年第一劫，钱包跟里面所有的东西都没了，大家请热烈鼓掌。
就当是销财免灾，属鸡的今年犯太岁。
实话说我真的不在乎钱跟地铁卡什么的，可是要一张一张的去补办house cards, activity cards, membership cards 很郁闷。
最心痛的：badges都没了，Dunman high, RI, RJC, HCI, NYJC, raffles fighters crest..
呵呵。。。其实再弄的话也不难，但跟原来的差距也太大了吧？
过把侦探隐： 钱包是在训练的时候没得，之前很清楚地记得买完水后把钱包带进basketball room，换了鞋就走出去了钱包留在room里面。两个小时或不翼而飞，大大小小的口袋阿包阿都没有它美丽兮兮的踪影。这时基本确定已经不见了。
然后: 绝望--->"WTFWTFWTF"------->"oh no I lost my wallet"---------->"haha guess what I lost my wallet, goodgame".
值得一提的是，在整个rgs生涯至今丢得两次钱包都是在basketball room, 只有basketballers 出入的地方。。。。
而且只有我的被偷了:D *撒花~*
上次是两年前，中一的时候有Basketball camp， 那时是假期啊兄弟姐妹们，所以已基本上只有basketballers出没
当时丢了30+ 加所有的卡， ezlink丢的时候有10+的值，几个月后在general office 无意间发现ezlink被归还了，用了用发现里面剩下-0.15dollars.
居然还把我ezlink里面的钱花掉了。。。太厉害了。。。
*心寒*
这次呢。。。几个月后我去看看搞不好也会找回来哦。会把里面的值写出来供大家看~~~~
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最近都很没长进，但要谢谢昨晚yuxin同学再次拔刀相助，救本人于水深火热之中……欠你的~~~
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然后呢，发现了一个对我这种人做出的很微妙的一段描写。。。在一个叫别人怎么泡妞的漫画section里：
   oh yeaaaaah
与你换背景颜色了，再次撒花~
今天考得还行，在前一天晚上才开始抱佛脚的情况下，情况基本上还是不错，至少那50分钟全花在泼墨水儿而不是咬笔杆儿上了。
大家在老师"不经意"的暗示下对将要出的题目都心领会神， 这种场面是最和谐的了...为什么其他科的老师们不能意识到这一点呢，对大家都有好处。
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内容都删了~
oh ye！
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- In my head I m close to youFirst Summative assessment of the year reaching me in appoximately 20 hours.
3 hours for mugging 5 hours of sleep 3 hours of slacking around the rest will be on normal lessons.
Totally in love with James Morrison's the pieces dont fit anymore
the ugly guy with wonderful vocals
did i say i will be deleting all my past entries and blog in chinese begining from this entry?
You were seeing it wrongly,
One more thing before I end,
I m not lost, just undiscovered. You give me somethingYou only stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep I was meant to tread the water But now I've gotten in too deep For every piece of me that wants you Another piece backs away You give me something That makes me scared alright This could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Because someday I might know my heart You only waited up for hours Just to spend a little time alone with me And I can say I've never bought you flowers I can't work out what they mean I never thought that I'd love someone That was someone else's dream You give me something That makes me scared alright This could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Because someday I might call you from my heart But it might be a second too late And the words that I could never say Are gonna come out anyway You give me something That makes me scared alright This could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something You give me something That makes me scared alright This could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Because someday I might know my heart Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart I m gonna stop blogging about my life for if my future employer sees all these nonsense I m gonna lose numerous job opportunities.
Unless positive ones like, oh my gosh I help an old lady to cross the junction AGAIN.
aready my 3907785th times!
Wadeva.
what a random number
Regarding my language use to blog, it is obvious that things like school life seems more convenient to be written in english and erm deeper stuff like political views(which i dont really blog about) or emotional shiats are better brought out in chinese, due to my limited english vocab and the fact that i read more in chinese like forums newspapers ghosts stories ect ect ect
and since i ve decided that blogging about school life is a waste of virtual space and energy,and something that expose me to the world of zillions, which is rather unsafe
this blog is gonna turn chinese.
Oh yeah.
and I m deleting most of my pas entries.
I cant stand te way i use to write and the way i m writing now.
Jeez
AND BYNICO IS A COOL GUY CHECK HIM OUT CHECK HIM OUT CHECK HIM OUT
WhoopsRaffles won our match against cedar today their supporters were damn noisy cant stand girl school girls eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek
anyway we re done with our fashioncluster proposal, finally
Theme changed to poison, damn cool right
At first fuxin was like suggesting on getting ideas from perfumes..she said sth which I, then the next thing that came up to my mind is poison :D
Never had a chance to smell it anyway, but it sounds cool!
So as I was researching on poisonous stuffs yesterday I saw saga seeds being listed under the same category with other deadly plants...
Jeez.
Saga seed.
相思豆
Jeez.
Under the tree.....picking up saga seeds...."you think a girl will like it?"
Fine I m gonna sleep zzzzzz cos today was fruitful we did sth constructive oh yeahh
Valentines day an hour s time.
Happy advanced V day :))))
that s not how you settle things.别人好心帮你你也要对你自己对别人负责
你自己screw up我不管但你最好不要牵连我
怎么那么没脑子啊。。。
沉不住气的人不会有什么出息，让别人瞧不起你。。
啧啧
alright
School was coolios we only had 4 proper subjects today and they were ffaaairrrllyyy good.
Training was a little SURPRISE. Shant elaborate anyway
And ahem I went to J8 to get AHEM valentines AHEM presents.
was never a practice, so.....after strolling around I couldnt find suitable things and got pissed at myself therefore came home.
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good mood still.
cant wait for march holidays I CANT FRIGGIN WAIT *tears clothes*
Maybe I can blog about more meaningful things everyday rather than a run through of what I did..
Ok maybe not
OH HOHO TALKING TO MYSELF IS SOOOO FUNNN :D school s starting可有的时候你做的事，你说的话，都让我很难尊敬你。 <---------其实我也觉得很矫情。这话跟三个人说的，见者有份~
alright after a looong weekend
school s gonna start tomorrow
撒花。。。
这几天一直都在生病，倒也不是很严重但每天早晨起来嗓子都像火烧。
social studies essay 还在便秘着呢，连看都不想看
想到快要逼近的summative assessments我就头大
对接下来的生活一点期望都没有-.-
情人节快到了，我生日快到了，三月小假期快到了，不知道今年有没有stamp.sg的比赛呢
有的话我一定参加。
还有通讯员的表格已经寄过去了，不知道什么时候给答复
其实还蛮有激情的嘛
提不起精神来势我本身的原因
我就想天天在家里呆着收红包上网画画参加比赛
没出息~ 鄙视我吧~
某个时候我还很不自量力的觉得我活着的意义是要。。对社会有贡献
一口咬不过天，过程很乏味啊
现在快三点了，research studies 的theme已经定下来了，意见很一致的想做horoscope
组里一个摩揭两只双鱼
于是就想我不做双鱼了吧我做天平好了
结果现在觉得天平也没什么吸引人的
于是就stuck了
说什么来着
已经快三点了
social studies essay不能老这么便秘着
不是个办法~
使使劲儿也要挤出来点东西~
挤完了去deviant art继续自虐去。。。
多好啊，多阳光啊
吐心情很好，因为发现SPH漫画快餐的人并不是每个都像mrmao一样强，意味着只要他们今年仍招新生，我是十有八九是进的去的，进去了也不是垫底的。很好
没错，意志力薄弱的我放弃了靠着写作进SPH的想法。因为实在是写不出那种报道事实规规矩矩的东西。第一次写的300多字的稿被老师毙了，很无情的给毙了，于是没再有什么动力继续写下去。反正本来进SPH的目的就是要进漫画嘛，既然写作对我来说太具挑战性，倒不如直接凭漫画进去，倒还省了一道程序
 然后呢。。。想给大家看看我认为很经典的一个对话。
昨天跟LZD先生一如既往的聊天，提到以后要干什么：
LZD: 那你想学什么？
yelin: 心理学？哲学？ 我妈学的是哲学，挺拽的，觉得学哲学的路很宽
LZD: 这学不好就业的
yelin: 你真是个现实的人啊
LZD: 是啊 没办法。。。
yelin: 是啊
LZD: 所以呢？
yelin: 所以，很不乐观啊
LZD: 所以就别学哲学了呗~
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.太经典了，这个，太具代表性了。 你们看懂了么？Do you guys get the idea I m trying to bring out by posting this convo? SO HILARIOUS.
还有，快过年了。
Like past years, I ll still be going back to gongshang on chinese newyear eve, after CNY celebration in rgs.
All the memories man, memories...那么的平凡却又深刻,like it s yesterday...
So anyway, I m organising the class thing this year cos dick got sian-ed of it.
Has been really unfair for him cos he s always been the one sending smses to everyone else and this year I ll be the one doing it instead
Maybe we ll then go screw around with the gongshangers, or maybe get a few numbers from the gongshang lolis HAHAHA
cmon i m not a paedophile laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I dont like little girls laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
我喜欢成熟柔情的铁汉怀里抱着小猫时的温柔的眼神~ 手臂上突出的血管~ 跟弯着的嘴角 ~
秒杀!
特别是今天看到了一张兵叔叔逗小猫时的照片， 场面太和谐了，这世界太美好了
花痴就到这里
对于以后其实我一直有再考虑
如果一个人能为了梦想放弃生命，难道会为了另一个人而放弃梦想么？
一个姐姐在blog上感叹，是画画饿死，还是行尸走肉一般的活着
我想我到不了那个地步吧
方式，我以为前一篇的entry已经说得很明确的
结果，“人性的自私往往使人只看到自己所需要的”被完美的演绎了
爱上一个人，不过是爱上恋爱中的自己。。几乎人人是这样的。
就好像，帮助别人为的是有个热心的好名声，但其实心里恨不得多一事不如少一事
我真的在试着把话说得婉转一点
除非能像歌词一样，“对你深深崇拜 深深迷恋 深深的沉醉 深深爱上一种奉献的哲学”
那这就不是大家所理解的爱了
所以能很理直气壮地说没有爱过=.=" yeah.成功
觉得自己像个胚子，有塑造潜能，能被塑造成一个人心里的完美情人
而当塑造的过程跟我的价值观产生冲突的时候， 答案就很明确了。
我一直保留自己的意见，别人的经验告诉我，多听多看比多说有用
于是觉得，是不是保留得太多了，强硬一点或许也不是坏事
没有明确的意愿，但我绝对不逆来顺受
我的倔强无敌的。。。貌似到目前为止只有宇新小朋友体会过
对别人，处处提防小鸡肚肠，所以话也不敢说得太明了。
也不是很累，如果花心思去了解别人的话会更累得
索性对人人都是一样
如果你觉得我说话很偏激的时候，那么恭喜你，我真得很信任你，或者我认为你将来对我不存在威胁
虽然某人没有意识到。。真悲哀
中庸一点总归是好的，即使是装出来的也何尝不比那些嘴比大脑快的人下场好
从A点，跳到B点，到你可能怎么样恢复，到C点，到C点的分歧
一切都事先考虑好了
不然怎么能从容的应付呢
做的不是很利落，全当是代价
相处久了还是能明白
但是通常没有耐性的人，是办不到的
失去了很多potential close friends, 但起码能肯定留下来的人都是真的对我好
写上面那一大串的时候，心情一直一条线，没有波动
我越来越像你了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。
是个好事
好了还有AEP的作业，还有history FA, 还有MATH ASSIGNMENT.
努力吧
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