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在不值得花费精力的事情上花费精力是我一直都喜欢做的事,
以为自己精力无限,什么事只要在最后一秒冲刺结果就一定不会太坏。
但如果不是这样呢,我输得起么?
虽然应该相信自己但不合时宜的自负是愚蠢的
所以一直都在把姿态放到最低
要想谦而不卑却有点儿难控制
 
太顾及面子是吧……因为aim for the sky了却落在云上是我所接受不了的吧
索性打一开始就先把自己毙了最后落在哪里也就都不重要了
跟期望越少失望越少一样的道理
以至于现在这个样子...可习惯的力量很强大
成长期落下的毛病以后可就难改了
 
怎么说呢
倒有点儿太看不起自己了
性格有缺陷倒是真的,但又如何
谁的性格没缺陷呢..就这么往下走呗。
觉得过程不重要,最后结果凑合就行了
对得起别人,对不对得起自己另外说
我都不知道自己想要什么...说个屁
 
反正,要矜持......觉得我放不开就go screw yourself and fck off,多一个少一个我也不是很在乎。
 
你们其实都很恶心,我只不过没说。
我的生活不会因为缺少任何一个人而失色的。
 

BEBE

survey from friendster. LOL
 
Q1: What's your zodiac ?
A: Pisces Rooster
Q2: Do you believe in love at first sight?
A: no
Q3: Does your ex(s) still contact with you?
A: never had one
Q4: Do you think you're a good bf/gf?
A: duh
Q5: Do you believe everyone deserves a
second chance?
A: no
Q6: Have u ever liked anyone else's
bf/gf?
A: I like everybody's gf/bf
Q7: Thinking of anyone right now ?
A: yea
Q8: What would you like to say to that person on your mind?
A: go screw yourself
Q9: Have you ever broken someone else s
heart?
A: maybe
Q10: Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
A: no
Q11: Do you prefer to be single or in a
relationship?
A: single
Q12: How do you feel right now ?
A: cool
Q13: Have you told anyone you'd marry
them?
A: I told everyone that
Q14: Total contact in msn ?
A: lost count
Q15: How many online ?
A: lost COUNT
Q16: Often chat with those online people ?
A: yeah
Q17: How many groups you've created ?
A: Damn alot
Q18: Prefer China or Malaysian ?
A: erm...the person who set this survey it s stupid. China is a country and Malaysians are people...I prefer China.
Q19: What you gonna do on 22/09/08?
A: I forgot
Q20: What hp line your using ?
A: Starhub
Q21: Good service and all ?
A: not bad
Q22: Do you have blog ?
A: yes
Q23: Spammer spamming ?
A: I wish there were spammers
Q24: Who loves you the most ?
A: sieg hart
Q25: how would you know ?
A: because I am him.

MEET YOUR MASTER

How do you cure flu?
 
Drink more marigold strawberry yoghurt drink
Drink more marigold pomegranate juice
Listen to more Linkin park
Do more SS PT product
Talk more to random people online
Spam more on the txy forum
Reply more to people on deviant art
Write more nonesense like this
 
Win.
 
Yes Yes I m counting, EOY is next week.
And since I ve been screwing up the whole year I would need straight 4.0s to get an overall GPA of above 3.
zzzzzzz
Shouldnt think about this kind of thing....lemme plan for my holidays and post EOY days, or list down the exciting events that ll be taking place :)
 
- Shopping with friends
- 投稿for friday weekly cos we might not have chance to 投next year, according to congming
- Paint more
- SINGAPORE BIENNALE
- Embark on fashion cluster garments
- Do some Chinese history
- Write a letter to RI headmaster regarding the stupid sec 3 guy who disturbs everyboby
- MANHUA CHALET!
- MRS WILLIAME S HOUSE!
- TXY INTERNAL CAMP! LITTLE PONY SLEEPOVER PARTY WITH KEN DOLLS AND BARBIES
- ROTTING AT HOME FOR THE ENTIRE DECEMBER HOLIDAY
- Prepare for sec 4 ART COURSE WORK OMGOMGOMGOMG DAMN COOL.
- make a doll
- 2009.
 
 
 
2009... ouh fck.
 

Updating

I ll be having my End of year papers in a weeks time, and 3 minutes ago I was still on gunz fighting the stupid Goblin king boss.
I have more than 30 things on my lists yet to be completed...greatz.
lurbb lifee worhxie!
 
 
Social studies PT....die.

you poetic shits

《女人是宗教》
——献给林徽因

作者:肖振海

轻柔间 您化身四月
绝世的白莲 一千年才有一见
诗如其人 其人如春天

衣裙淡漫 落了些笑音在梦沿
那回声 像隔山的灯火
又像一弯明月 悬挂桥边
头带百花的冠冕的仙 您是
晨风刻画的经典 灵妍的筑建

丢不掉 来路的真切
为难您了 这不能平分的爱恋
云烟似的愁叹 飘向幽谷
正是她 锤炼了情操和容颜

一辈子或永远 您都有您的信徒
女人是宗教的传说 从此兑现
 
 
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that s why I admire people who can write poems...
 
 
and this
 
《偶然》
作者:徐志摩

我是天空里的一片云,
偶然投影在你的波心
你不必讶异,
更无须欢喜,
在转瞬间消灭了踪影。

你我相逢在黑夜的海上,
你有你的,我有我的,方向;
你记得也好,
最好你忘掉,
在这交会时互放的光亮!
 
 
this is Ownage.
everybody in this world JUST GOT OWNED BY THIS GUY WHO DIED IN A PLANE CRASH.

WTF

OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDdd
WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!
WHAT IS WITH THE GAYNESS
OMMMMMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

知觉告诉我

愿意的话早就会了,也不必等我自讨没趣.
sometimes I do things just for the drama..
而这是不应该的! 做人做事都应该要负责..
 
醒来之前,梦到自己飞了起来。
腾空的那一刻暗喜,然后逃课去行侠仗义
在追坏人追到遥远的小山丘的时候,心里想的是回到教室里时该怎么跟老师解释...
第一次飞翔,却不能无忧无虑,还是在梦中...
什么叫做失败的人生=.="