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Hi byeHi I havent updated for quite a while, cos I m very into chinese recently and I ve been updating on xiaonei.com cos only people there understand what I write.
:)
I m only here to say that
A GIRL SENT ME A NOTE ON DEVIANTART TO TELL ME THAT I M PRETTY AND SHE LIKES MY ART.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
I m so happy, cos I dont hear this everyday :D
ok bye. there s math paper tmr, 19% weightage zzzzzz.
许巍大叔字正腔圆君,唱得我心都碎了~~~~
阳光正温暖 一直照进我心里
如果没有你 怎么会有我今天
有时我会想起 和你经历的故事
那些情景在飞扬 甜蜜又感伤
再次走过熟悉的地方
如今的你不知在何方
你曾给我的温暖感觉 依然在我心
如果再见你 又是怎样的情景
会不会将你 再次拥进我怀里
阳光正温暖 一直照进我心里
往事已遥远 一年又一年
竟然在这一天 再不经意之间
人群拥挤的街头 走过我身边
风吹起的青色衣衫
夕阳里的温暖容颜
你比以前更加美丽 像盛开的虹
这是我难忘的一天 在伊人和冲动之间
看着你渐渐的远去 消失在人海中 <3 x 2179cm & 176cm.
that s not very tall but it's okay. so mean so mean so meanwah I hate you man, you were so mean to me
why did you have to zao as soon as you see me appearing
and you left me alone after receiving a call from dontknowwho
:(
so mean eh.
ok off to tuitonnn
Hi I m tired byeI m so tired this is so crazy my sec 4 life s ending everybody s counting down to EYAs ok 23 more days ?
It s very scary how everybody s mugging and I m just wasting my time away doing things like blogging when I should actually be sleeping
I think life sucks for now I hate studying I just wanna be a digital illustrator when I grow up :( some updatesgot back art grades, haha the first two person which I informed (other than people in the art room) were yuxin and qiongye, oh yeaa.
I sort of knew what I d get...since yuxin asked ms tay and ms tay said mine s not bad hahahaha and yes she gave me full marks!
but she was the only one that s so generous...other than Mr chia cos I think he gave alot of people >95.
the lowest I got from a teacher s 80, HEEEE still a 4.0
while waiting for our grades the sec4 saps did ceramics (officially) for the first time, lol.
tianyuan and I made a penguin each...they are couples, and they have a house.it s really cute I m gonna put up the pictures on facebook later
haha at first we wanted to make things like vase and bowls and pans but then tianyuan gave up and made a husband penguin for my lady penguin
very sweetzz.
then went to my mom s office to get her charger for her, cause she hasnt been to work since she fell ill and it s been 10+ days so her phone s dying.
reached the hospital at about 6 +, bought food for myself on the way, and shampoo for mom cos she hasnt washed her hair for 2 days cos hospital no shampoo
she s better now, able to read newspaper and walk around within her ward :)
something s working
SS PT s due next monday and I ve not even started , as usual. and I wont be at home tmr cos I need to go to the hospital and toys convention...
quite excited for it cos I think I d get to meet alot of cool people like xueyi ,deviant jingxuan and Zemotion+ Noah
hahaha.
and being at home alone is quite scary. I read some stuffs andnow I realise how disgusting I was and still am. disgusting piece of shit oh no.Please tell me I did well for my coursework.
那我就死而无憾了........ halpAH I CANT FINISH MY COURSEWORK PREP BOARD I M SO DEAD AND I M FKING SLEEPY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SOMEONE HALP HALP HALP MIE. i dreamt of having a super handsome boyfriend lol以前得不到的东西,现在不想要了。
oh well, 成熟haha.
saw it on ty just now and i like it:)
oh and last night I had this wonderful dream! I dreamt that I had a boyfriend that looks like 龟梨和也and I was very happy!!!!!
and I came to a realisation that I like goodlooking guys. with like, nice eyes and hot body. hahahah.
you know I was still smiling to myself even hours after I woke up. and I told people in school about him.
oh it went like this. He s ee iyn s friend or sth, and he gave up his sit to some needy person on a MRT ride, and ee iyn said she likes guys who gives up sits to needy people cos this proves that the guy has a good heart! and I totally agree with ee iyn! cos I know this guy who snatches sits on MRT and I really disliked him! ok anyway, a group of friends we were at his house I think and we were running around really happily when he suddenly jumped into the pool and started swimming! and his shirt was wet and I could see his body! and his body s so hot! omg! I WAS REALLY IMPRESSED HAHAHAHAHAHHA. then I didnt know why but he said he likes me! It felt as if we ve known each other for really long and I was really comfortable around him and stuff. Oh but he has some huge scars on his body, but of course I didnt mind. But when he asked me to be his girlfriend he seemed super duper afraid! There was -223476152361426374 confidence in his voice and he didnt dare to look at me so he closed his eyes like some little kid ! Oh and his arms were open. So I was like thinking "duhh where else do I find such a perfect guy lol so hot and cute and I LIKE HIM plus we ve been friends for soooo long" so I said yes and he was overjoyed and then we became lovers and we walked towards some place hand in hand and GUESS WHAT I WAS THINKING!!! I thought "hahahah I wish Mr Ang sees this" hahahah
ok I m gonna sleep now it s really late!
鬼片还没为你把红豆 熬成缠绵的伤口 然后一起分享 会更明白 相思的哀愁 可能在我左右 你才追求 孤独的自由 有时候 有时候 我会相信一切有尽头 相聚离开 都有时候 没有什么会永垂不朽 可是我 有时候 宁愿选择留恋不放手 等到风景都看透 也许你会陪我 看细水长流 This has been stuck in my head since last week, oh man.
I like Faye Wong...
我想知道你是怎么想的每次自信心下滑到谷底就只能翻出陈年旧历安慰自己....多么不自信的一种表现啊...
他她们说的前途,人气,“能走得很远", “对你有信心",什么时候渐渐都消失了。 知道自己不及他们说的一半好..........所以,自信不起来。 矛盾。
记得她眼睛里的光芒,跟对我说的话。当时还嗤之以鼻的心想那不是我要走的路,我是干大事儿的人,怎么能屈身于如此肤浅的领域?
我不肤浅.......?嗯? 不肤浅么?切~~~ 把自己看得这么高,把姿态摆得这么高,永远一副不经不慌与世无争不食人间烟火的德行.....还不是因为太恐惧被任何人抓住小辫子,
装圣女装着装着就真的变成圣女了,从此成了一个无趣的人,没性格,过于虚伪。恶心的嘴脸。 那天一个朋友也装圣女,旁观者清的我着实被恶心到了......恍然意识到,是否在别人眼里我跟她一样恶心......?
伪道义,不如不道义.....
假到弹一弹能掉下半斤灰来...........................eeeyer.
为什么要做个好人呢,为什么要温柔大方知书达理呢? 为了认可么?需要认可,但不是现在。
自己不舒服,其他都是扯谈。 为人做事高调会招人讨厌,而我很在乎别人的目光,不为什么..... 但是要适当的给予刺激跟挑战,否则大家如果都觉得没劲儿了,那还混个屁。
Typical blog entry plus Project 2009!Oh man I was looking through my stack of rubbish just now and found some really interesting doodles I did in the past..plus this paper full of "I like you when you blah blah blah". Read through and thought it was very sweet hahaha gonna write more :)
and my room s neat now, for the first time in the past few months you can actually see the floor, and everything s back to where they suppose to belong. My mom is so lame she s watching this korean drama on channel 56 HAHAHA cos she said the actors and actresses are pretty and it s good for the eye.
Art coursework deadline got extended, but not sure for how long, Mrs Lai said that she ll tell us next friday.It s definitely gonna be more than a week as grading can only be done on saturdays! Very good. However my painting still looks as ugly, after so many days spent on it :(
I think I m letting peope down (just a few hahaha which includes myself)
Oh and I ve been feeling sick for the past few days, sneezing and coughing and looking fat. hmmmm.
and lry I was quite happy when you asked for updates of Project 2009 HAHAHAHA I THOUGHT NO ONE CARES ABOUT PROJECT 2009 AT ALL.
ok back to my room, still quite a lot of shits lying on the floor cos I was going through my stack of rubbish.
cya.
oh and Project 2009
20.02.09 ~28.02.09, totally of 8 pieces.
20.02.08 Renyuan drew on my memo pad LOL so wheeee guest drawer!
21.02.09, Guest drawer's second piece, the blue ink's his. I drew the other half hahahaha.
22.02.09, "Why so many sqaures" guess what these squares are.
23.02.09, I did this at hwachong, right beside the bball court when I went for the trial the other day. A brush through bball. LOL
24.02.09. I have a hanging on my handphone. Someone told me it s for making wishes, that when you have a wish you fill in left eye of the it and when the wish comes through you fill in the other one. So....
25.02.09, You know some people veh smelly. I dont care if I m one of them
26.02.09 The medal of sadness, and your oversived dress. what do all these mean?
27.02.09 haha I was listening to the song大城小爱 one day, and thought that giving your hair to the one you love is so cheapskate. 头发算什么? I m so worriedLife s great, I ve never felt this great before, this is what happens when you ve got too much RP..
you know, 18th July s gonna be a big day for me. Ok bet you dont.
其实我觉得在我有那种想法的时候就已经输了,还输得特别彻底,特别参不忍睹,像块烂泥被人用力拍在地上,啪唧一声大面积散开,渗进地面的坑坑洼洼里去,清都清不干净,从此被打入地下十八层.....永世不得翻身.....
still somebody loses cos there s no way to turn around.Yeah first day of term 3 I didnt sleep in any lesson
only took power naps during lunch, imbaness.
Coursework s driving me crazzzaaayyyee why didnt anybody tell me that I SUCK at acrylic until this day ?
and ZERO colour sense. wtf.
very angry at myself.
and I was looking at some china uni guy's collection of ship models online just now, omfg so damn cool. koped some pictures but I m not sharing heeee.
actually there is a way to get good reference pictures. there s this game called 大海战,guess it s sth like a amphibious version of CS...meaning I can take screen shots of ships I want from all angles ahahahahahahaha. But I cant download it in singapore cos the server s in china I guess. zzzz. so right now I m trying to find someone just anyone who plays that game and fortunately that person can make some screen shots for me :)
Oh and school. has been quite tough. I felt really feverish during lessons as the air con s blown directly at me..but I still made it through alive. very proud of myself.
and se7en's msn personal message is funny, it says "变心金刚"
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahah.
are you a 变心金刚? More project 2009, and I m motivated.Yes I m motivated. So envious of her.
Spent another half a day at the art room, sort of done with the base layer for the hand. I was there alone at the very spooky art room till 7pm after the junior, who was the only person at the other side of the art roo, left at around 5 plus. I "play all"-ed My Music(brought my hard disk) with the art room comp and just as it began getting darker and quieter outside I hear My Dying Bride's "To Remain Tombless" ......holy mama cow shouldnt have put mediawindowsplayer on shuffle it was very scary because the lyrics goes like "My dried bones....remain tombless....from my life...a rose is grown...." lol. And only half the lights were turned on (cos I m very friendly to the environment). What s best s I hear girls screaming outside zzzzzzz nice one Rgs Girl Guides. Think they were having some camp.
Oh not to mention my painting, it s chuicha puiphuaaa (aiya dont know how to spell his name that thailand person bet you ve seen his work before) style. Enough said.
So at around 6.50 I thought that I better get out of here before it s too dark so I went to wash my brushes at the sink which is located at the extreme end of the art room. Scenes from Dark Water(i watched the american version)haunted me like never before, so I had alot of fun scarring myself at the sink. Then offed the lights of that side on my way back. Holy mama cow then I saw SALLY , the headless mannequin.She was extremely outstanding cos it s white and she reflects more light than every other thingys in the art room so when I saw her I got a shock zzz never noticed she was there. I said Hi to her and there was no response so I hopped briskly to my canvas and packed my stuffs and turned off the last few lights and stomped out of the room without looking back.
So, continuing project 2009.
from 14th February 2009 ~ 19th February 2009, 6 pics in total
For 14.02.09, Happy Valentines Day, hope everybody s loved.
15.02.09, A bee married a rabbit
16.02.09, what does not destroy me makes me stronger! BRING IT ON BABEEHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
17.02.09, Grass, question mark, horse. 草?马 cao whose ma?
18.02.09, Nice foot.
19.02.09 I know I shouldnt smile anymore but I cant help it.
Oh and paper's yellow because I bought some new memo pad. It has 4 colours. Sometimes I will use white again because I bought 2 memo pads. The other one's white. But I ve not used it yet Some project 2009. not up to date sorry I m slow. 26pics babyOk, I love huge canvas.
and I shall upload some project 2009 :)
Pics for....18.01.09~13.02.09, 26 pics in total.
oh man. yes. I havent been posting bout project2009 for 5+ months, you can shoot me right now.
For 19.01.09 I drew a fish for people with no food.
20.01.09, "Dont cry because I m taking off your flower. Trust me, this makes you a better man"
21.01.09 , Imagine yourself getting caught half naked, while holding some fairprice plastic bag. How Unglam...I drew it for fun.
22.01.09 You almost hit me
23.01.09 there are worms everywhere, have you dug your ears?
24.01.09 WRIST BITING IS THE BESTTTT!!!!!!!!!
25.01.09 Some People Are Just Strange, Like Watermelons With Seeds Grown Downward
26.01.09 Watch out woman.
27.01.09 Why is it only raining on my side? LOL.
28.01.09 Mr Smile likes to smile, and I hate that smile, so I drew a portrait of him and when I feel like it I ll just spray on his face.
29.01.09 Ok I m gonna tell you about Mickey. He s my neighbours cat and sometimes when I see him on my way home (not exactly on my way home but when I see him from a far I d walk to him) I d stroke his neck and talk to him. But then there was this entire week which I returned home late so I couldnt see Mickey. Then, the next afternoon, I came home bumping right into MICKEY on the pavement I usually take to walk home. That s not where he usually hang around at :) so I guess he missed me. sweet.
30.01.09 I drew this random guy, and named him the mermaid puppet wit="http://i130.photobucket.com/albums/p267/vivian_fantasy/longthumb.jpg" border=0>
01.02.09 self 1
02.02.09 self2
03.02.09 self 3
04.02.09 Killer bunny for the win!!! penguins are no match to him. cos he s got ballons. hehehehehehe
05.02.09 I was just looking at the sun, and it looked like a bald man s head to me.
06.02.09 FROG MAN!!!! another of my original character. He s GAY btw. note the "<3"
07.02.09 I failed. LOL
08.02.09 figure it out yourself
09.02.09 So close your eyes and feel the way I m with you now, believe there s nothing wrong :)
10.02.09 Gigantic girls chews on something
11.02.09 Someone s bleeding, I see blood. I dont know who.
12.02.09 So there s this fairy god mother with only half the number of wings. sad case. I wonder how she flies. I d say, heartbroken.每次才重拾起一点信心就被接下来的表现打回原形。好心情像狗改不了吃屎一样,每次能失踪就失踪。想像李晴同学那样豪情万丈的朝天狂吼
“吃屎吧你!!"
太失望了太失望了太失望了....我讨厌这样,每次尽力用心去做却只能换来失望。
不如不再尝试了,至少能像鸵鸟那样,至少不用面对让我无比难堪的事实....md.
怎么会这样~~~爱都到哪里去了~~~回家带孩子去了么~~为什么本该是撒发着浓厚爱意的过程变得这么折磨人~~~
可以很不负责任的说"BECAUSE I HAVE ALL THOSE MOTHER FKERS TO ENTERTAIN"
借口归借口,骗谁骗不了自己。
把思想埋在虚拟里面,埋在睡眠,埋在"mugging", 我就是不想动那个它。
抱着多么大的期望啊,所以很怕失望。
Jessica以前问我,为什么总是抱持被动的状态,好像随时能毫发无损的拍拍屁股走人从此不再过问跟关心一切
对所有的事不都是这样么,没把握,所以懦弱。
想放弃,想了不止一次了,想在失态之前,逃离这个或美丽或灾难的浩大工程(至少对我来说它是......)
郁闷死了...
杀了我吧,或者放我的血,或者放我的情绪。。。。
放血好了=.="
王~"小妹妹 i have faith in you, but don't make me lose it =)"
I hope.
but sometimes I just get so disheartened by everything else in life.
still, it s nice when your TRUE FRIEND says this kind of things to you :)
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